28th August 2023

It's scary, because I need to "make it".

Moral, metaphysical, spiritual putty

I've just stumbled upon some interviews with the writer James Ellroy. I relate to what he says in these interviews about how an artist learns and creates. I've shared excerpts from these interviews that I relate to, for those who also relate to them, or find them interesting.

12th August 2023

Struggling to sleep. I've come here, just to write a stream-of-consciousness post, to get some of my thoughts out, to help me sleep, and help me plan.

Feeling better this morning

This morning I'm feeling better than I did yesterday. Yesterday, it felt like there was a weight pushing down on my mood all day, and that that weight got heavier throughout the day, it was horrible. It has definitely helped to start this morning by working on a project that I felt I'd lost control over yesterday.

Publishing some of my poems: 2

It would be nice to publish the poems at some point, but I've decided that I will prioritise the sharing of my music and music videos till I, hopefully, find myself at a more stable place in life, when I could set aside the time for publishing my poems as a collection of books.