Lust is cheap, I want love

I just want one who will love me.

Can’t sleep, still thinking about these war crimes

I'm just so disturbed, realising how rape has been such a big part of war for as far back as humans go. To realise that during each of these wars, it's been commonplace for soldiers, for these 'normal' men, to commit so many rapes. I've long thought that rape was something committed only by the few and far between, by those with damaged or troubled psyches, and it's been incredibly upsetting for me to tonight accept that that's far from the truth.

Reading about war crimes waking me up from a certain naivety

I now sadly realise, that the attraction of violence, and specifically of sexual violence, exists in too many humans for it to be considered an abnormality exclusive to anomalies of the human condition.

Pristine suffering in a dirty world

I allow myself to write About my suffering But every day The news tells me Of far more extreme evils happening Today I read about a girl of seven in India Who after being gang-raped Had her liver and lungs taken Which were given To a couple Who wanted to conceive Who then ate the…

Rape

Today I'm realising That so much of my life Has been rape after rape Me putting trust in someone Only to find myself hurt and used Doctors The video people And what's made these rapes worse Is that in most cases I paid for them Each time I gave life savings for myself to be…