I need to do things one mile at a time. That is the only way for it not to become too much.
Tag: music making
New harness labels
I'm excited about changing to the new labels. I think I'll feel better about Abu wearing them too. There's pride in them, and I'm glad about that.
Feeling better about the harness labels today
I will resolve not to overthink the labels so much from now on, and instead try to be proud of myself for trying at life on behalf of Abu and myself in this way, regardless of whether anyone becomes a patron from seeing the labels or not.
I must be strong with the labels
I suppose it's good though. To know where I really stand with those people. To know how little I mean to them.
Further fuel for the harness labels
It's those who only want to come over to mindlessly use Abu as a toy, who run at the first sign of anyone asking for help, who fail to conceal their negative judgement for anyone with artistic aspirations, who I want to protect myself from.