Whilst I daydreamed, in the pursuit of retreat and calm, unexpectedly, daydreaming reminded me, of how much I owe it.
Tag: loneliness
Taking back some criticisms of others I made in last night’s post
I've realised that there was a lot of misplaced blame in the post I wrote last night. I want to take back criticisms, accept responsibility, and apologise.
Feeling so much guilt for time wasted in 2021
It must be so hard to believe in someone who has found everything so difficult for nearly a decade now. But I was so severely ill after my accident, and for so many years, that I know I have made so much progress since then. I hope it is not too late for me to show the world something of that progress.
I take back what I said about locals “not caring”
I wrote some post on this site about having a realisation that locals and people who make smalltalk with me when I walk Abu don't really care. I've been meaning to write something for a few days now to take that back.
Guilt for wasting time with the drummer, and plans to get back to music making
I am sorry Dad and Abu. I'm sorry Music. I'm even sorry to the community I feel there may have been here, starting to support me, who I used to update more regularly by writing here, who I used to feel a bond with. I never should've given the time I should've given to you: Dad, Mum, Abu, Music, and This Website's Supportive Community, to someone who never truly cared about me (the drummer). I hope to resume working on a music project next week.
LYNA GALLIARA 