Thoughts

Trying to make sense of recent emotions

Life has felt stuck for so long now, and I feel so empty on top of that. This year had got off to a better start as I was creating music, but since Abu's eye accident and dad's passing, it's been one thing after the other. I hope I can start to feel as though I'm in better control of my life soon, and that I can start to find inner joy and self-love again. And to believe that I am worthy of the romantic love of whose ideals I've made so much music about. And I hope I can get independent with my music making too.