Anista, T, Niven, Finn.
Tag: joy
Stubbornness you can trust
It is no wonder these two souls have been dearest to me.
Trying to make sense of recent emotions
Life has felt stuck for so long now, and I feel so empty on top of that. This year had got off to a better start as I was creating music, but since Abu's eye accident and dad's passing, it's been one thing after the other. I hope I can start to feel as though I'm in better control of my life soon, and that I can start to find inner joy and self-love again. And to believe that I am worthy of the romantic love of whose ideals I've made so much music about. And I hope I can get independent with my music making too.
Will the joy come back?
Wondering today if the joy will come back, it's been eight years...
The four instincts that survived my depression, and the realisation that it would help me so much to be driven by joy again
If I could be motivated by joy again, not only could life be more meaningful again, but I know I would be better at managing my life, both the big and small tasks, and of course, at enjoying the journey.