My mum and my Abu are here. The fragility of their existences is ever present on my mind. But they are here. This is a special time. Because they are here.
Tag: independence
My final thoughts on the ideal past and present study routes for me
I have written so much about this subject, but it gives me so much peace to feel that I have now, finally, found the answers.
More and more things keep breaking
I keep thinking I'm getting better but everything is getting harder to manage.
Writing here to figure out why I’m feeling so low tonight
I feel so low tonight. I think there are a number of reasons for this.
Data recovery saga delaying music plans, plus some writing about dreams of health, independence, love, and music
I hope I can find a way to: fix my ENT issues, support myself, fix my setup, overcome my anxiety, become musically fluent, study Composition at The Guildhall, and be loved by someone who is truly in love with me, who I am truly in love with too. Till then, writing here is helping me to process these feelings of hope and hopelessness. I suppose I share at least one thing in common with Hector Berlioz. But yes, I am grateful for this site, and for any who may read it and wish me and my mad dreams well.