Scared

I worry about her health. I am worried it is too late for me to make much of a difference towards her health.

Relating to excerpts from Stephen King’s ‘Roadwork’

"When you finally get in over your hubcaps, you just spin and spin."

Ability at love

Conductor André J. Thomas held my hand after his talk about his mother made me think of my one, and left me in tears.

Writing to try to feel hopeful when I feel so low

I hope I find my love, and I hope I find a way to progress with my music in spite of these issues with my MacBook. And I hope I find good friends. And I hope my mum's mobility will improve and that she and I will travel the world for many years. And I hope that one day I will be an outstanding pianist. And I hope that one day I will study Composition at The Guildhall.

Getting back to mixing today

I'm excited about the music I'm making, but coming back to mixing today, it's so disheartening, feeling so unsure about it.