This morning I'm feeling better than I did yesterday. Yesterday, it felt like there was a weight pushing down on my mood all day, and that that weight got heavier throughout the day, it was horrible. It has definitely helped to start this morning by working on a project that I felt I'd lost control over yesterday.
Tag: helplessness
I wish dad was still here
I feel like the world wants me to know that these nine years, in which I've experienced this horrible state of helplessness, of not feeling in control of my life, have in fact been selfish, and that I've not been been punished by them, but in fact, unfairly rewarded by them.
A Universe where things get worse
I feel I'm in a Universe where things can only get much worse.
When the reward centre part of your brain doesn’t work anymore
When nothing brings joy, when you're down at the bottom of a well, you've no hooks on the walls to pull yourself up with. You just have to wait and hope it gets better.
Caught freedom
To've lived out physically what I felt was happening to my soul.