My mum and my Abu are here. The fragility of their existences is ever present on my mind. But they are here. This is a special time. Because they are here.
Tag: encouragement
Undeserved hope
Tonight I can't help but think that people are judging me for not doing enough. When I am in fact trying SO hard.
Performing parts
The age difference between myself and them is nowhere near as great as the difference there's been between my and my parents' ages, and yet I feel protective, encouraging, and affectionate about them, I feel parental about them, in a way that I'm now realising that my parents - likely merely due to not having the ability to do so - never felt about me.
No longer blaming people who didn’t offer help
I find myself no longer feeling bitter or hurt by those who didn't ask me if they could do anything to help. Now I'd rather give those people, who didn't ask me if I need anything, the benefit of the doubt. Now I'd rather assume that those people just didn't know any better.
I wish my life had been about proving people right, instead of being about proving people wrong
Thank you to all those who I could yet prove right.
LYNA GALLIARA 