Fascination wonder respect and admiration

Euler, Bohr, de Broglie and Einstein.

My favourite drugs

I don't know what it is about amazing people. But when I discover them they give me hope. I can only speculate as to why they give me hope. But I am grateful for that hope, whether my conclusions about its source are accurate or not. Thank you to the authors, the philosophers, the comedians,…

An affront to Doug

Each new day That I spew Cringey poems On my site Adds to days Stanhope longs He had not Saved my life

Awe-ful things

"Bother me, tell me awful things" - Lil Peep I remember, times of being so wrapped up in the awe of individuals, even and especially during depression, that as a result, I'd feel truly alive. I think that's the next best thing to being happy, when you're just so completely wrapped up in the admiration…

Identity and the glorification of suffering

Stream of consciousness post Missing the person I used to be again. She was everything and I am nothing. She could do anything and I can do nothing. There's no one to help me with my nothing. She used to feel rich for all her dreams. Now it's progress to see one possible future in…