Can I tell myself I've lived as completely as is possible?
Tag: despair
I make all these hopeful plans but then I’m reminded of the torture of these health problems
I make all these hopeful plans. But the discomfort of the congestion in my nose, the lack of smell and taste, the dry mouth, the cough that results from the post-nasal drip, the soreness of the constant use of tissues, the gross, expensive, inconvenient, constant reliance on tissues, it reminds me how horrible things are in each moment, how difficult things are.
Quicksand
I've started kicking with everything I have.
Terrifying appointment postponed
They ended up rescheduling my appointment as the wrong doctor was there today, so I'd been psyching myself up for a week over nothing...
Terrified of appointment today
How do you cope if someone tells you there's no hope?