My new measure of how much of my heart I could give, either in friendship, or in love, to any human I may meet, from now on.
Tag: crushes
New standards
The other year's crush was completely unnecessary.
On deserving someone who’s also never been in love before
I deserve better. I want to give all my heart to someone who can give all their heart too.
I suppose it’s okay so long as I can keep myself from believing in it
For now I'll permit myself the occasional calming retreat of having an arm around me. I'll just make sure not to become dependant on it, nor to read more into it than it is.
I’m alright, I was overemotional in my posts last night, though overall I accept that the conclusion I came to was the right one
He's not in love with me, and he never will be, and he isn't a good enough of an actor to let myself believe otherwise, so I have to help myself detach myself from him, so I can get back to trying to feel more fulfilled on my own again, until if and when I do meet someone for whom I am their dream girl.