Thoughts

Feeling motivated to get better, and epiphanies from reading old diary entries

It’s only when I read these diary entries from but a year ago, yet still with sufficient distance of time to make them readable as though from the perspective of another person, that I see clearly, the issues I still have, and that I begin to understand why, despite feeling like I've been putting all this effort in, my life has continued to feel stuck... But I'm trying, I want to get on my feet again, because the music keeps telling me that I'm beautiful in spite of everything I've been through.