I find myself constantly reminded of where I would be in life right now, in terms of happiness, health, and fulfilment, had my accident not happened.
Tag: chronic illness
How I might be able to get through life
If I could devote each day for the rest of my life to learning and creating.
Feeling motivated to get better, and epiphanies from reading old diary entries
It’s only when I read these diary entries from but a year ago, yet still with sufficient distance of time to make them readable as though from the perspective of another person, that I see clearly, the issues I still have, and that I begin to understand why, despite feeling like I've been putting all this effort in, my life has continued to feel stuck... But I'm trying, I want to get on my feet again, because the music keeps telling me that I'm beautiful in spite of everything I've been through.
Completely
Can I tell myself I've lived as completely as is possible?
Tortured by these health issues again last night
The nasal congestion was so unbearable last night I wound up crying for hours.