Grateful again for lovely people

These people have provided me with a much needed feeling of comfort during a scary and upsetting time.

I wish my life had been about proving people right, instead of being about proving people wrong

Thank you to all those who I could yet prove right.

I take back what I said about locals “not caring”

I wrote some post on this site about having a realisation that locals and people who make smalltalk with me when I walk Abu don't really care. I've been meaning to write something for a few days now to take that back.

Retrying the podcast idea

Are reasons of self-therapy and loneliness enough to justify the indignity of sharing my thoughts so openly, so messily? But I think I really do need something to help me feel less alone, and that the podcast would provide me that, much like writing here has done, though with the added benefit of letting me feel like I'm talking to someone.

I now would like to study an MA in Opera Making and Writing

I keep wondering why I should try when I have lost so much and suffered so much. But maybe the Masters programme in Opera Making can be my reason.