He's not in love with me, and he never will be, and he isn't a good enough of an actor to let myself believe otherwise, so I have to help myself detach myself from him, so I can get back to trying to feel more fulfilled on my own again, until if and when I do meet someone for whom I am their dream girl.
Tag: admiration
Surplus miracle
Billions of miracles.
Literature and love songs
Even without literature and love songs, I know from how I've loved ideas of people, and the music I've made about them, that it's possible to love that much.
A very powerful drug
Being made to feel special is a very powerful drug.
I want freedom in him
I hope I'll find someone who delights in my joy.